Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Of celebrations and cynicism

A storm full of white and green ran into the mundane brown and grey of an institution boasting of centuries of recollections. The dhol waalas decked out in their gaudy yellow and orange sprinted right behind trying to keep up with the passion that drove the youth to run so very fast waving cloth that adorned crescents and stars. Laps of the field followed, the flags fluttering in the air right along with the voices of 300 people, all tied together in ecstasy. Amidst huffing and puffing they all came to a slow halt and grinned partially because they were overawed by the spectacle they had aroused, but mainly because they didn’t really know what to do next. Circles were formed, people were dancing, the dhol waalas were their gods, and they were just faithful followers abiding to their religion of beats.

Euphoria doesn’t strike often, people don’t laugh for such long spells of time, but it was just one of those days in whish their was a flagrant disregard for calm, composure and self control. Their voices were hushed by the booms of the admin, but they never really subsided into nothingness. Every given moment, a stray verse of an old national song was screamed out, followed closely by shrieks and calls. They were all too young to bother with the fact that these songs, these flags, were slowly loosing meaning in a country that was slowly loosing its soul. Disillusionment was far away, nowhere even close to where they drove their cars, their heads out of the windows, the voices of Vital Signs blaring out of their decks. So naïve, so immature- yet so beautiful.

Happy birthday Pakistan.

16 comments:

G said...

spoken like an honest soul. here here, the mirror does have two faces :)

SR said...

=)

BaptizedLucifer said...

genuine. as always =)

BaptizedLucifer said...

genuine. as always =)

BaptizedLucifer said...

heh just delete the spam silly. :)

3rd avenue said...

so whats the story behind disco papaya (tell, tell, tell!)

*dying of curiousity*

BaptizedLucifer said...

flying cow - http://discopapayas.blogspot.com/2005/05/and-here-i-go-switching-sides-again.html, you'll get ur answer here =)

Rude Awakenings said...

Hi,

I actually enjoyed this description of an encounter, that had a thread of obvious celebration but also a string of lingering sadness, of the things that yet need to be resolved.

I do wish you a Happy Birth day of Pakistan, yet as a sour twin brother parted at birth, India, I wish a speck of a tear surfaced in remembrance of the vein of blood connecting the two.

Sonia

discopapaya said...

luci- your like my blog manager :D

flying cow- yup just follow the luci

sonia- i know, i know, one tends to get torn between celebrating or just thinking back, wether what happened was good bad or plain wrong.. just trying to potray a feeling though, not really taking a side or anything of the sort.. everyones view is valid :)

BaptizedLucifer said...

haha i knew it was there, i searched it up in ur archives :D

blindside the goldfish said...

old school or new school? i'm just guessing..: )

discopapaya said...

new school.. sigh i miss the old school.. nothign beats the shed and the pink war memorial building

but it was still really good.. except everthings all strict now coz of the infamous shootings and stuff.. we couldnt even come in on trcuks like they normally do..

luci- hahaha well yes thats coz ur a good manager:p

BaptizedLucifer said...

1. MY GIRL!

2. disco DEWANAAAAAAY AHA! AHA!

3. Apricot, coz i had themost amazing apricots today!

4. STUFF TISSUE! LOL hahahahaha. Cut his tongue off!! :P

5. Your story bout disco papayas :D

6. Lassi. Meethi. Coz i luv it!

7. Hmm, i ask you whenever i think of something. so we're cool on this end =)

naked feet said...

hey i tried writing something but its not saving :/

stupid stupid internet

BaptizedLucifer said...

shes back :|

discopapaya said...

BL- you make it sound like a bad thing :p

NF- sajjad was sayign that you were back but when i went to your site nothign new came up.. hmph.. its some bloody invisible post isnt it?