hey.
so something good happened to me two days ago. im so happy. so so so so so happy.
can you be happy for me? for one second, just for one moment forget that this world is yours and yours alone and that nobody elses highs and lows matter? i never ask you to share my grief, perhaps you can share my joy?
maybe?
no?
this is me, this is who i am. ive laid myself out for you, pick the peices you want, discard the peices that bore you. im open, im naked, im here. this is all me. im not hidden anymore, im jumping with joy, didnt you see me in my room when i was springing about like a mad woman? you knew how badly i wanted this and you can probably imagine what im going through now that ive gotten it. it opened me up, im no longer the brick wall that i used to be.
im here, this is all me.
i hate the limelight, i hate getting attention. im not asking for speeches and hugs of congratulations. just a pat on the back maybe? then ill be on my way. i wont bother you, not now not ever.
ill be on my way.
can you ever be happy for someone else?
4 comments:
i admit, i find it a tad hard, self-centred that i am.
but i'm trying.
unless you love someone to bits, no. its always a pretense. a partial facade. never true bliss for someone else. its psychologically not possible.
yeah i can... :)
so is there really something that happened or were u just questioning :) ???
i did... i do infact...those tyms are rare tho.. but im actually glad to realize i sumtyms do get soo happy for others...
i go arnd wid an unconcious smile on my face... jump arnd in my room alone if i hear da news.. n yea.. i even gave out chocolates to classmates and total strangers once whn my friend accomplished sumthin(a very small accomplishment but One nonetheless..)
:) So, wot hppnd hunny... ?
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