Saturday, April 29, 2006

below

2-03 in the morning.

Feeling oddly betrayed for no apparent reason.

Also alone, when ive spent the whole day making an added effort to drive everyone away.

Jesus Christ this life is going to be the death of me.

Fake. Everyone here is fake. Just when you think you have it all, remember that your going to turn around and realize that you have nothing.



Im not here
Im not here

Does this darkness have a name?
This cruelty
This hatred
How did it find us?
Did it steal into our lives or did we seek it out and embrace it?

What happened to us?

That we now send our children into the world like we send young men to war.

Hoping for their safe return,

But knowing that some will be lost along the way.

When did we loose our way?

Consumed by the shadows, swallowed whole by the darkness.

Does this darkness have a name?

Is it yours?

1 comment:

Sapphire said...

it's 2:30 now. even if you're alone, don't be lonely - from the looks of it you have wonderful friends and a lovely family - cherish them and take pride in them. :) mashahAllah sey, you're one of the lucky few.