Ever been in some sort of in between phase?
I'm waiting for my disaster.
I'm waiting for the break down.
But it doesn’t come, the emotions never pile up high enough for them to come crashing down.
I just wait, impatiently.
I know its coming.
Odd numbness, with a hollow feeling in the pit of my stomach.
This is new.
I hate it.
(im sorry.)
(I hate it when you do what feels right and it turns out to be catastrophically wrong.)
Let it rain for christs sake.
Let it rain on me.
(im as ready as i'll ever be.)
5 comments:
i know the feeling... just let it be. Don't think too much about thinking about it. Let it be.
Thanks for the read. And i can't make you believe any more by anything else i say. Thanks for the praise though.
Also, yes i am in UCL. Now i need to know the baggage attached to that question!!
And and, i'd be completely flattered if you quote me.
hugs to my patli woman.
they're there. the feelings. they're all there. some part of you's just not letting them come to the surface.
breathe. let go. no seriously, let go. either you'll cry for a long time, or you'll smile. either way, it's worth it.
how about this:
picture the sky.
the sky is blue.
there are a few strands of white.
the white is soft.
cotton-esque.
those are the clouds.
zoom in.
a bit more.
focus on that clique of clouds with the odd shaped piece amongst them.
look closely.
its a cow.
the cow is sucking on kachi imli.
now smile.
sameer- great advice, a little hard to follow. but im trying:)
tasha- patli woman? i see no patli woman :P
mahnoorie- i think its over, the storm has paseth.
cow- :) hahaha your brilliant my moo.
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