Its difficult to put meaning into words and commas and sentences. Especially when thought and reason get misplaced by clichés and efforts and comparisons that mean nothing in long terms and ever afters.
The very next time that you utter and smile and act like you really mean something im going to shut my eyes and count to ten. The patience that it takes to tolerate you on a daily basis is climbing up into the infinites and soon im going to loose the last threads of sanity that I have left in just keeping up with your incoherence.
Some day, when there is justice and world peace and all the other hollow dreams have been fulfilled, you will be gone and I won’t have to try and decipher you in a vain attempt to uphold something that deserves salvage only because its lasted for so very long. You are the reason why I wake up every morning with a severe headache and an even more dilapidated mind. You are the reason why I have to think and rethink and then exercise every iota of self control I have to hold myself from not entirely breaking down.
I hate you.
4 comments:
who could possibly make u feel like this!!!??? :/
*sigh .... :S
oh Goddd...
i wud mirror ozair n ask da SAME thing.
But tht wudnt solve much.. rather, askin how to end this frustrating nytmare... myt...myt even be more frustrating..(?)
so i better shut up :(
lolz..
To say I love this post would sound like I’m a voyeur distanced from your situation and therefore taking pleasure in the prose your despondent state is causing you to churn out. But I still want to say I love this post not because I’m a distanced voyeur, but because I can relate. You got into my soul and dug out something from deep within, flung it on the screen in front of me and caused some dampness in the eyes, a lump in the throat and a tug somewhere deep within. Mirrored feelings, you just express them better than I would have ever been able to, had I even attempted
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