soles of shoes.

Funny thing, I dont get homesick when im all alone in my dorm room after a long day or when I wake up and realize that I really havnt gotten enough sleep to last through my 9 am class. I dont feel homesick when I see parents walking around with their kids or groups of people that seem to have known each other for ages.

I feel homesick when im at my happiest.

Because ive known a happines far superior, far clearer, far simpler, far more worthier.

Today, on the drive back home, the car became quiet as well all shut up to listen to her favourite song. I was at the back on the right side, next to the window- my favourite seat in cars always. The window was open, I shivered as cold air gushed in and I (as always) managed to ash my smoke inside the car instead of outside. The street lights were on, we were going fast, all well fed and content. Comfortable silences, bodies huddled together, on our way back home.

Ive done this before, in another country, in another time with other people.


I love you all, I love college, I love my new life.



But im sorry, but you guys have nothing on the people ive left behind.