i am not

i am not asking for much. i am not asking for things to fix themselves or for tomorrow to be unnecessarily easier than today. im not asking for the heavier and more stagnant burdens to be put to ease, nor am i waiting for the wind to turn, or for the clouds to clear. i am asking for resistance, ever so little of it, so little that no one will even notice. that slight shift, that day one.

this has to be day one.

i am running out of time.