Two sides to every story.

What do you do when your two best friends fight?

I know, this really isn't about me. This is narcissism at its peak. But still, WHAT the hell am i supposed to do? Guys can be so stupid some times, small problems and differences culminate in such huge events. Sometimes, diplomatic means can solve the problem, but no one seems to care anymore. Its been brewing for a while, but i never thought it could get so bad so fast. I dont want to be visiting people in hospitals. And all of this over one girl.

Its hard to remain nuetral, when there's so much at stake, and so little to fight over. Emotions run high, people who mean the world to you act like you dont exist. Ive been screamed at about ten times today. They are "my fucking friends" and they created the problem, even though i had nothing to do with it. I didnt even know what happened or when things got so serious. And now, there are two camps, and both of them are ready and armed to fight. And the chances are that im going to get caught somewhere in the crossfire.

They laugh at me when i try to say that im switzerland, that eventhough people who i love more than myself are involved i will somehow manage to stay out of it. Its impossible, they mean too much to me. But at this point, i dont know what else to do. Recognizing the problem would mean that i would have to deal with it, and right now, thats too much too ask. Im faced with the possibility of having my support system give up on me, and right now, wandering in denial seems like a better alternative, rather than facing the fact, that life will never be the same. That i will never be the same.

Whoever came up with the line, 'stuck between a rock and a hard place' was probably going through something similar to this.