its really dark..
and really latet
he darkness helps hide the dark deeds that im uptoand the lateness? had too many things on my mind to actually sleep
sleep is for the stupid. Or for those irritating people with perfect lives who have nothing to worry about..
but whats the fun in a life like that??i think im on the verge of a major breakthrough... im getting those "calm before the storm" feelings.. something has to go wrong.. trust me, ill think of somethingthere is no one.. no one..surrounded by people.. and so bloody lonely..is that normal?Ill block you outAnd then blame you for going awayIll turn my backAnd say you never cared enough to stayI wrote that like 2 months ago.. but it seems to integrate pretty well with what im feeling.Im horrible, plain disgusting. I bring pain upon myself.. and then dwelve in self pity..Yuck.
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