I love you, you stupid jack ass.
And i have for the past 5 bloody years.
And since then we have been enemies and the best of friends. Inseperable and out of touch.
Everything and anything and then all of a sudden nothing.
You mean the world to me. I mean it. There is laugher and joy and pain and happiness because of you and without you nothing seems to work or function. When it comes to you all patterns of rational thought leave me, you trancend the barriers of common sense and decency. There is light in your eyes and aged philosophy in your words. You make me smile and laugh and forget myself. There are moments in which i hate myself for not saying anything back then, before you moved on, before you felt the same way. Im an idiot, such a bloody idiot