Put the damn phone on silent you idiot.

I suck
I suck
I suck
I suck


The call comes. I ignore it. The second call comes. I ignore it. Third call comes, I pick it up.

He says- Greetings to the girl who never picks up her phone.

I say- I picked it up now didnt I

He says- (obviously not paying attention.) Can you get out tonight

I say- Please please please.... i cant get out.. i have no strength.. im practically asleep already.

He says- Its 8-30.

I say- Thats not the point.

He says- Im picking you up in half an hour. Ill wake you up no worries.

I say- Listen you fuck. I said i dont want to go out. I dont. I dont want to see your bloody face or her face or his face for that matter. I just wanted to isolate myself from everyone and everything and that includes you and those cheap corny one liners you crack that you think are so funny. Its not like you even want me there. You just cant stand the fact that theres one day that you have not been out with your friends. How fucking insecure are you? One day of peace, thats all i bloody want. Leave me the fuck alone. Just go away. GO.

Oh no wait. Thats what i wish i said

I ACTUALLY say- God damn you. Fine. I need to shower i need 45 minutes.

He says- Will call when im downstairs.

I really do suck
No really
I really do.