Your a bitch you know that?

I cant believe what you did, rather what you didnt do. And now, your trying to cover up your shit by blaming it on me? Asking me why im bieng so "blah?". DO YOU WANT BE TO BE FUCKING ECSTATIC? Honestly, who in the name of hitlers bra do you think you are? Seriously, you made a fucking mistake show that you have a LITTLE bit of bloody self respect and ADMIT it. But no, its not a big deal, because perfect people like you can do no wrong right? Just because your fucking mother teresa's pakistani reincarnation doesnt mean you cant hurt anyone or ever do something that will harm someone else. Im SICK of this bloody show that you put on. NO ONE gets away with half the things you do, because its you, and for years we have just learnt to go with the flow. I am fucking standing up for myself today. Just fuck off. Fuck the hell off.

Its one thing when someone like A lets you down. Its so expected. You arnt shocked or even bothered really because its A. And people like that have a reputation for something like this. You dont even know them properly. What real loyalties do they even have to you?

But you? Ive known you my entire life. And we've been inseperable for 17 years. SEVENTEEN. And eventhough things have been hard lately, things like this just make me rethink everything. Yes, everything.

I am nothing.

(By the way, its called HONESTY. Try it sometime.)